Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Sunday's seem to be getting harder. From a very young age I have always loved going to Church. I love singing the hymns, love the peace and quiet as I sit in the Chapel (most of the time), love to see people and love the spirit that I feel. Sunday's testimony meeting was so good. The feelings that I felt, not what was said, made it good. Devin and I go to church from 1-4pm on Sundays. I am with the 3-5 year old primary kids from 2-4pm. It has been so hard for me to keep it together the past two months in primary. The kids have been a handful to say the least. I am grateful for the feelings that I get at church that make the primary hours sometimes barely bearable. I love children but I come home from church angry, upset, confused and beat. Devin loves it. :) He tells me almost every Sunday to asked to be released but he and I both know that will never happen by me or by anyone else in the ward. I read this talk yesterday and it gave me some enlightenment. Enjoy.